Rants.
Tuesday, August 28, 2012 @ 2:18 PM · 0 comments

I guess I really need a private blog to rant. Maybe I should create a new one or just private this blog. Cause I don't really want people to know exactly how I feel about many things around me. I just want God to know. But praying doesn't seem enough to me, I want to write it out here and dedicate it to God. This would help me to remember what I wrote too.

Nonetheless, after reading some private blogs.. I'm depressed. I read some posts which made me feel so upset, I feel so sad for that friend of mine, who was once so close to me. Now, it felt like we aren't friends anymore.

Not just that friend, and many others too. Due to some issues in their lives, they disappeared out of a sudden. Suddenly, just no more contacts, no more seeing each other. Gone. And nowadays I came across their facebook updates on my newsfeed, it felt as if I've already forgotten about their existence because they disappeared for so long. Sigh, life's so unpredictable. I really wonder how have they been. But I just can't bring myself to ask them. Because we aren't really friends already, are we?

We are probably just strangers with some memories.