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SI Unit for Resistance


Oh Hui Min
A special girl who can't live her life without God and dogs. Jesus is the light of my life. Dogs are my favourite best friends. As for the others, it's for me to write and for you to find out! heart

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My faith is shaking, but I gotta keep trying.
Monday, June 25, 2012 @ 11:43 PM · 0 comments

Yes, it hurts. A lot.


Today is the first day of school and it wasn't that great. However, I reached school punctually and was kinda glad that I am finally not late. Nonetheless, lessons were boring as usual.. It's a long day in school today, and my troubles haven't stop even after school started.
I thought I could 'escape' from all these troubles in school, but I doubt so. Lots of feelings were bottled up until I couldn't hold back anymore. While I was taking a slow walk on my way home, I weeped quietly as there were people walking past me. It'd be embarrassing if people saw me crying, lol.
Then I walked to a quieter place near my house and texted my friends, and finally, I decided to call my girl friend and literally broke down. The funny thing was, I cried so hard that I began to laugh and cry at the same time. (How cool is that?) After that, I stopped and calmed myself down then meet up with my lovely friend as she accompanied me for dinner.

Nonetheless, I guess I still need this...


Just a tight and long one will do.

I know I have to set a good example, I need to be a strong person and smile all the time. That's the reason why I don't really want to let anyone see me crying. But sometimes, I really need someone to be there for me. I really want a hug and a shoulder for me to cry on. I'm sad. I know if I continue keeping all these feelings in my heart, one day I'd definitely collapse. Therefore, just let me say it out once. I'm really in pain. Mentally in pain. I feel like I can cry forever. I need God, I need a hug from Him.. Teach me how to carry on, please?

I don't wish to trouble anyone around me, even though I hope someone would be there for me. I feel guilty, I feel bad, I don't know how to tell others that I'm really awfully SAD. How? They ask me if I'm okay, and I replied, "I have to be okay even if I'm not okay." Hmmm, maybe I need to give myself a break from all these.

I need some guidance. I need to learn how to believe that there will always be a rainbow after the storm again.. 


当初的快乐去了哪里？我的心……好乱、好痛。